NO TEARS 4 ME

i hope i can cry one more time bt sorry i really cant..tears really dried long time ago..i cant find a reason tat can make me cry anymore..

somehow i keep thinking tat its all the fact..i learn to accept or try to change it..if long time ago i will tell u crying is so wonderful n meaningful 4 me..it can make my heart not squeezing so much n aso giving pressure on my body..moreover i feel warm when i cry wif u..bt now..sory i hav changed..i won cry..unless my heart is dying..i won wan to cry if my heart dun wan me to do so..i won wan to cry..if i hav no feelings abt tat thing..n i won wan to cry if it is not worth so much 4 me to do so..

Nothing i wan to do ..juz doing wat i suppose to do..i will onli cry if i really suffer sososo much..bt till nw..i cant find something tat make me suffer..eveything juz make me tired,bt nt suffer..im no longer me..i hav feelings..i noe i still hav it..my life is still relaxing bt my brain n my body is tired..hw cn i feel tired n relax at the same time??i duno y..n im not going to figure it out..all i wan to do is concentrate on wat im doing n enjoy everything..

Bt till nw..........i duno..

Sorry i cant cry wif u anymore..i won walk away if u cry..i aso won look at u without feeling..bcoz i hope to..i hope to sit bside u ..n share ur sadness wif u ..bt i dun wan to console u..i can lend u my shoulders..bt i can onli hug u without saying anything..i dun wan to b someone who r cold blooded lik someone tat i noe nw..i dun wan to become lik her..who i tell her tat i dun wan to share my feelings wif her..coz she always giv me no respon...n onli look at me..i cant find anything by looking at her eyes..bcoz wat i wan is action..