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Finally i return to where i belong to..tears came running down when i step into my house..(act only a few drops)bt i really feel so touch..
nw only i noe how much i nid tis house comprising my family members in it..without strangers.....
i lov my house as well as my family members..bt i never show it out in front of them..maybe too shy to tell them how much i nid them n i cant live without them...bt i dare to tell my teachers.....even strangers!!

I lov my room..although it is nt big..i hate my room sometimes..becoz duno y ..i always aroused by sadness n loneliness when i enter the room..the owner of the room is only me..i m scared to b alone when it is late at the wee of morning..becoz i always finished my homework late at night..
i cant describe tat kind of feelings..i m alone bt i dun wan anybody to b at my side...

my friends say my house is very big.... they will get lost in my house nt knowing the direction..i cant deny tat my house is big bt act nt too big becoz it is not a bangloo ..juz rumah teres..my dad bought two house n combine it..so my house has 6 rooms:1 for my brother,one 4 my mum n dad,1 for my two sis,1 for me,1 has becum study room n the last one is act like a store room..my house also has 6 bathrooms,2 living room and 2 staircase..i stay at the highest floor so tats mean tat floor only has one room ...my house is quite high as it has 3 floors(act 2 n a half )..when my friends first came to my house they were so surprised becoz my house is too silent n peaceful..
they say they dare not to speak loudly as my house is pin-dropped silent..if they talk they r like screaming ,i tink..

ppl will dislike tis kind of feeling so do i..becoz a family to me should hav a merry atmosphere tat make each of us feel warm..
Bt 2day onli i realise tat i hav fel in lov with the peaceful n silence of my house..i dun hav to pretend....i lov to hav friends n i like to be surrounded by a lot of friends chit-chatting,sharing happy n sad moments together..bt i found tat i m tired to treat friends..i feel so bad n suffer to hav my friends beside me for 24 hours..they din do anything wrong..they r so gud 4 me..bt i cant hav them always..im scared to be lonely bt i aso want to b alone ...

tats why i lov my house..i dun hav friends around me..ppl around me r my family members..they dun need me to treat them always ..i dun need to talk to them..they wont find it odd whn i keep silent..i dun hav to b scared they will feel unhappy wif me.everything is soo gud n comfortable to me..

I LOV MY HOME ..