tats the end?

came bek frm an important event..i dunno wat should i say..juz feel tat my holiday kick off with a bad start..
yeah juz came bek frm kl where national comp is held tis year..should i say we hav lose?bt act we also manage to get silver 4 home nursing n bronze 4 first aid..the final result is my team cant get to singapore..n tats the end of my journey..

anyway national comp really hav its standard ..n its an eye opener for me esp i am a leader tis year..the first aid case is 'complicated' ..i tink its the best word tat i can describe the case..the casualty is quite pro..suddenly faint n no breathing..i feel quite odd when i cant find a little anne at the scene when i enter..im suppose to perform cpr..OH MY GOD..the judge ask me to perform on the real person=.=!!! bt i still handle it quite ok..when the casualty regain his consciousness,he appear blur all the time..wow,really in dizziness u noe..i did my secondary survey..yucks,his body is hairy...everything is unexpected 4 me..phew..

as 4 home nursing,i tink we did it quite good..(the first time i feel like tat aft i went through area n state comp)of course its still a lot of improvement tat can be done..shock..our patient is really an old woman..wow!!bt its better becoz she is quite pro n she know wat we wan to do..her answers to our questions is logic..not giving wrong facts..tis time,everything cannot juz pretend..its real!!when i wan to take the patient temperature,she really open her mouth 4 me!!!!wow,however i din appear blur as i noe i nid to b conscious every second..i put the thermometer in it:)the patient loves us very much..good to noe tat..fortunately i bring my watch in..becoz no watch is provided n i nid to take the patient pulse n respiration..i did some extra things becoz nid not to rush ..we hav a lot of time..thank god.. u will feel happy frm the bottom of heart when ur patient smile n thanks u for wat u hav done to her..she tell us tat she appreciate it..

for our footdrill..no comment can be given..

i really learn a lot through tis comp..really..i summarize it as below:
first aid : touch the casualty, everything must be acted real n natural bt not always imagine ..ask the judge questions..wat is the condition of the casualty? the most important thing is must noe how to recognise the situation..wat is the signs n symptoms?wat is the casualty trying to say?no casualty will tell u wat exactly injury they r having..

home nursing : use everything tat r provided..search 4 everything..ask the judge where r the things..explain ..the most important thing is show ur care to the patient..make the patient happy..

footdrill : oh my god..i really cant tahan my command la..n i tink we muz solve the problem of shivering..sometimes is not tat u r scared bt maybe we r not comfortable wif the style tat we stand or march tat make us shiver..

written test : dunno la..bt really quite high standard..the question is logic..the main thing is u muz noe wat is the responsibilty of u,as a home carer..when u face a situation there r many ways to help the patient bt wat is the only thing u nid to do BEING A HOME CARER..

tats still many things tat i hav learnt.. the main thing is do not scared of the judges..tell them wat u r doing,explain..ya they r adults bt they r aso humans..the final decision is still at them..they may change their mind..

its still a bad journey..too much tears 4 me tis time ..not to aim too high becoz u will feel dissappointed..bt when the results r announced,sorry i hav been greedy..i wan more n more..
too bad...a really painful failure..hug by many friends,supporters n teachers..thanks 4 loving me so much..i feel sorry to my friends who dun even hav a chance to compete..bt they r dropping tears wif me...they hav sacrifice a lot..we thank our teachers..i tink they hav change their mind abt tis society..they noe how much tis competition worth to us..so unexpected becoz they thank us back 4 working hard...my team cry a lot..sorry i cant console u all..becoz i m aso the one who feel really sad n disappointed ..i noe they all will feel more sad than me becoz tis is their first time to compete till national..n they lose in their first time..can i say it is 'luck'?..i feel tat hardworking is a damn shit again..

thank to the teachers ,they hug me whenever im crying..i noe our hearts is still in pain..being strong n stop crying ..bt my heart still not feeling well..busting in the bus again..when chiang tieng look at me with tears in her eyes..bad day..when i return to my house..one of my friends bt not a st john member call me regarding to her own problem..she nid me to console her n giv her advice..im crying hard holding the phone..sorry i cant help becoz i aso feel not-so-good..

anyway tats the end 4 tis year..juz a few words to everyone who will join comp next year:
aft i hav meet many'trainers' n aft i hav gone through the national comp, i feel so lucky to be one of the competitors in amc..we really hav not good bt act perfect trainers..u will noe wat i mean when u deal with the judges in competitions esp when u r a leader..wat we hav learnt frm them act make the judge satisfy n some of them even feel kagum for wat we did..do listen n learn watever u r teached..tats enough..