u make me sad

my heart beats fast and my mind turn blank.ok,wat happen.u r cuming towards me.i wonder wat has happen to me.i check n check.finally i noe .ya,i has a crush on u.

things juz go wrong.i wan to reach out for u , be there 4 u ,stand beside u.. i juz couldn't accept wat u hav done.i thought u r always wif me.u r the one who make the first step.i told myself not to fall for u once..bt i hav ignored myself 4 so many times. nights tat we spent together chatting when i am alone.tats where u make me moved.

ok now make it clear.i gotta run away frm u for wat u hav done.i juz nid to start running without turning back.bt its so hard.no turning point 4 u.i have destroyed all sweet memories wif u using my trembling hands.it seems u hav controlled my life bt im supposed to control my own life.tats the end.i hav my life n u hav urs.

she is better.u make me sad.bt tats where i cn start making myself better.
once again ,i will be better.wait n see.