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love the weather today.again.



recently busy preparing for exam bt i duno wat have i read.school classes are somehow boring .bt act it will not be boring if i am not so tired.



i slep at 10.30 pm everyday yet i fall asleep in class.i wonder y becoz laz time i always go to bed at 12pm.my mum told me tat too many sleepless night for me so it accumulates.watever.erm.recently i have been mad and nw i found tat when ppl want to talk to me ALONE or say'i would like to tell u something',i will be scared.i m afraid to see ppl scolding me with hurt words.anyway while ppl point me out,i will listen and then at least try for tat moment.



too many ppl say i dun like tis ,i hate tat,i dislike these......its difficult to let everyone happy and satisfy wif wat u did,i duno bt if u can then u r a successful person.maybe i nid to follow wat she told me -not to live under ppl 'eyes'..fine,i will put on my tinking cap for tat .



finally ,i manage to make myself to go to new zealand.its an exciting event.gud news to me.and thx to my mum for showering me wif lovebt since she agree to give me tat amount of money,i m afraid to ask for any money extra.bt life still nid to go on,nw still wondering how am i going to tell her a BAD news- MY HANDPHONE CANT WORK ANYMORE BECOZ I TOOK IT INTO MY BATHROOM.AND.....-------OH GOSH..