help out

ok.finally i have completed form 5 coco marks.alas,finish keying in everything for them.a sense of satisfication.ohh.a job being done.the process is kinda troublesome .too many passwords and rules to go through.seek many teachers' help-esp teachers who r sitting near the computer in the staffroom.thx ya.

today is a 'holiday' for myself again.my mum and dad are soo happy and glad when they noe i dont nid to go to school for today.early in the morning we r being called to jog in the park.my dad say we must at least walk for a round due to exam is around the corner.we nid energy to study.fine.i end up walking for big 3 rounds.

while im walking,a girl who is cycling pass through me suddenly lose her control and crush into bushes.her styles of bumping into the bushes is peculiar ,i never see tat kind of thing.anyway accidents always happen in different ways without conscious.tat is so-called 'accident'.its dangerous for her becoz she crushes INTO a small tree with thousands of branches!!the tree divides into half.and she is in the centre!!i witness the whole process ...the branches cut her face,shoulders and other body parts.anyway she is lucky becoz she dont have eye injuries.if not the accident is quite serious.She is shocked and scared.she cant get out by herself.

ok fine,i realise tat being a first aider cant 'run away'.The reason is u noe the treatments.i will feel guilty if i din lend her my helping hand.ya, if not i cant call myself a first aider right?i love to help ppl bt before tat i will always wonder will she/he hurts me?im scared when i approach the casualty ,he /she will cut me with a knife.
its an effect on me aft i noe wat had happen to my brother's friends.oh gosh.Humans can do many UNEXPECTED thing .sometimes i wonder is tat really their heart is too'cold'tat always act cruely?damn it.i really cant understand why some humans can hurt or even kill ppl.blood everywhere in their world.how can they enjoy seeing blood oozing out from others' body?anyway i try to accept it by tinking tat its the effect of drugs.Drugs drive ppl nut.

erm.i approach her and help her out.its not a big problem.anyway i cant stand the adults there are standing at the side WATCHING!!oh gosh.damn it.being bystanders and do nothing...


exam is around the corner.gotta work hard.bt i cant find my 'study heart'right now.