mixed.

new day aft weekends..not so busy bt tired day.



aft school, act i plan to have my addmath tuition .i plan my weekdays schedule during weekends and decide to inform wei see tat i cant have my intervensi on tat day.oh ,subconsciously,my precious time juz pass without informing me and it finally end up with i forget to tell her abt it.ok,and i decide not to go at first. my addmath tuition is too important for me.and i forgot abt tat until school bell rings.oh gosh,wat m i going to do ?i wonder.last minutes telling is bad for me.bt i do tat often.



Fine.when she ask me,i suddenly realise tat,i dun have the MOOD to do tat.its irresponsible for me and im sure my heart wont feel gud.i noe it well,if im wei see,i will get frustrated for others not coming without telling.tat shows no respect.alas,i sacrifise my addmath.sad thing for tat for i cant go bt gud thing for i wont feel guilty.i wont do tat last minute AGAIN>>>im so sorry.



i hate to say sorry for i always wonder y dont i make things right.i m pissed off with tat.

teaching PA class.cant pay attention for one of them keep making noise in class,talking in cantonis.her "teacher"in charged seem dont dare to control her.ok,i go after them.feel pity for my 'students'.

bt then act the one is not so bad.i can at least control abit la.she memories a page of words for me.

'quarantine' her aft PA class- she will stay wif me for the next class.I WILL TEACH HER.she promises me bt she will sure break it.I will make it right!!



aft tat,sook han and me go to find restaurant for some secret gathering.haha.wow,go through many restaurants.sook han's parents fetch us.sook han says i ask many questions -got upstairs?wats kind of food?gt mike?gt tv?gt karaoke?gt dvd player?can put cd in?.......erm.tats nothing for me to meet strangers now.for i 'treat many different trainers, judges and casualty during comp b4.haha...

I like BREEZE-a restaurant.gt k box inside.its awesome!!guys im sure u will like there!

tired day.reach home at 7.oh ,my mother is great.she fetches me to have a look at the icc club kbox there.i cant find green box bt its i box..ask informations and the person in charged is so shocked to noe the amount of ppl!i have fallen in love wif BREEZE ..

i really have a wonderful mother.i appreciate.u make my life wonderful.mum,i juz hope to stop disturbing u by wanting u to fetch me to so many places.bt im scared u will get mad if i take a cab myself.I WAN TO DRIVE or else have a driver.Hope i can drive myself soon so i can get to anywhere without wasting ur time.and the most amazing thing tat make u special among 'mothers' is u give me freedom.it is not the kind of freedom tat i can go OUTINGs wif my friends.inm fact its the freedom for me to shine my own way.thx for ur long-term support.u never express it by words bt i feel tat through heart.

i like May Chyi.she is so special for me.bt somehow too kind i tink.its awesome to be your friend.our friendship juz start and hope it will never end.i love her eyes.they are attrative.

i hope im strong enuf for ppl to rely on me.rely in the sense of im the first one who flash through ur mind when u r in troubles,sadness,emergency,loss control or watever.i cant be the one to so many ppl becoz everyone nid some special FEELINGS to do so.when u have the feeling for someone then u will find her or him when it comes.Come to me when its the time.

Lai MUn yee's eyes get infected.she calls me to ask for the solution for her eyes.haha.teach her some methods.hope it will help her to get away frm the"disease".feel gud to be a first aider.
Another MUn yee -Chung Mun Yee sprains her ankle today.Why?i wonder why today all MUN YEEs suffer frm some injuries.wow,she sits in the canteen alone.i greet her and she is sooo happy to c me and ask me to help her.she is in pain.so i nid to get the ice pack to canteen for her.she is better aft cold compress.hope she is well.

STudies is TOO important for me now.it always does bt its more now.i will work hard.dream to get to study overseas although tats not the only way for me to achieve my ambition.duno y i have strong desire to do so.

no contact wif u for one month.i wonder why bt i noe the answer well in my heart..stay strong and my life is still so wonderful without ur presence.maybe it is still lack of something bt u make me braver by doing so.i love my life.hug me when u r ready to do tat.

Great life,guys!