follow-learn-show-lead-evaluate

Finally,today is over.busy .

today,i found myself are somehow soo agree with wat my teacher told us.

friends,
if you have the habits of gossiping behind ppl's back or complaining non-stop about others' work or results
pls stop doing so now.for me,its rude somehow.voice up .complain when u have a better thing to share,a better solution or a better idea.

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i hope i can train up my group leader throughout the camp.learn how to lead,plan and organise well.its correct when it comes to the stages we go through and overcome since we entered tis society.

Form 1 - follow
Form 2 - learn
Form 3 - show
Form 4 - lead
Form 5 -evaluate

i am so proud becoz i tink thats wat i feel throughout the journey i have gone through.

When i am in form 1,i tink nobody knows me.perhaps i am not a somebody.so i can do nothing bt to follow wat i am told to do.

In form 2 , i am somehow exposed to more and more things.Frankly,its a tough year for me to go through my first year annual camp. a nightmare for me that i hardly able to stand the torturing time.its suffer becoz i had never experienced that tough moment in primary school whereby we are always in protection.No pain,no tears and i cant deny that it results in 'no gain'..i have the tinking to quit tis society in form2.bt then until i have accidentally been chosen to compete in the yuk choy marching competition.thats where everthing started.frankly,i hope to give my hearty appreciation to the one who gave me the chance to try and finally,i get myself in .till now,i dont noe who was the exact person to nominate me.Thank you as you change my life-instead its too much.
im still too blur during that time and aft that we form a flag team,with six of us sticking together from the day onwards.i remembered that time we quarrelled frequently and it ended up someone broke in tears for her first and perhaps last time since then.- childish.haha.we had something like 'heart-t0 heart' meeting often,its our culture in order to unite everyone,stop misunderstanding ,voice up their true feelings or anything we are not satisfy and perhaps point others out -straight forward.
then,we had our trips to genting.wonderful bt somehow not-clear memories in my mind.five of us (excluding jia min) went to have joy together.sad thing becoz jia min did not join us.that night something happened...normal things.hope u all still remember well as i am not going to say that out here.haha.after that camp again.(too much to learn tat time)

Form 3-its a torturing bt somehow good memories year.the year 'kick off' with comp selection.(jessmin,me,sook han,chai yan and chiang tieng).a few months later,we finalised the team.that was where my friendship with chai yan and chiang tieng growed.its an unbalanced year for those who missed the chance.so sorry.bt finally,it ended here.special thanks and apologise to sook han,wan ning ,jessmin and jia min.perhaps u have gone through thin and thick,trying to control ur feelings all the time.throughout tis year,i tink i got to chance to meet up with somehow strangers for me.they gave ur their fullest support and trained us to the best. -too much hitting by splints-i miss the moments.
next was our second year flag comp-then,quiz competition-camp-aft tat international cadet camp-and nco camp next for some of us.
(show-time to showcase our skills to prove to everyone abt our talents,we did it though.bt then,learning process is carried on,of coz)

Form 4 - its a year for me to lead.i am a leader of nc team tis time.going through many many things.Things tat make me regret was i told my teacher i did not want to lead.its a stupid thing when i though of that now-unnecessary.apologise to my teammates esp sook han ,wan ning and jia qi for the year.-till national...
till now, we are all leading in front.
(a year of leading)

Form 5 - and finally ,i will reach the year of Form 5-evaluate.talk abt tis when i reach the stage .my future with spm as priority.

as conclusion,i hope i can teach and share all tis with our form 3 girls,esp kho mun yee and chai pui xin who are under me now.do give a chance for urself to be independant.its time for u to showcase ur skills.stand on your own legs with courage.LEARN TO MAKE UR OWN DECISION insted of following blindly......