erm..these days were soo busy.now i cant deny i love paper works so much.i like to make my days busy.perhaps hectic days make my life meaningful.i wont have too much time to wonder and ponder about something tat i shouldn't-create problems for myself.bt then in my pace of -creating a hectic lifestyle,i accidentally grab others' job to complete.perhaps it formed some unbalanced feelings in others' heart.ok.since then,from today onwards ,i think i need to learn how to refuse as well as how not to interrupt others.my mum said i am too active in many cases.sometimes i really nid to control myself abit.making life meaningful is goood bt in the way of doing so ,if it makes me too tired or exhaused until i miss or lose focus on some other things, i nid to stop fulfilling my heart.GREEDY-ya,i am too greedy .Too greedy.i want everything without thinking of the word 'choose wisely'.
i experienced somthing odd recently.i think i had made a big decision.Although its hurt and its pain,i choose to ignore my own feeling for my first time?perhaps.i am too self-centered.i agree with tat.bt then.tis time i ignore my feelings for the sake of somebody else...i hope u will understand .it is not right if u continue although i dont hope tis kind of things end without any good things- we are all left behind- left with nothing when it ends finally.pls dont ask me how if it has no ending for it lasts forever.-there will be a fullstop by the way. so i will never regret to do so.do trust me.
yeah.one more day to start my holiday.
1) i must have a good rest
2) i must have enough sleep
3) i must brush up on my english.(i love coversation in english,frankly)
3) i must have tis holiday for travelling.go into the nature and i am sure i will feel too good for the time being.nature means a lot
4) i must make myself prettier (haha)
lastly,i wish to use tis chance to pray for my brother.Hopefully he will strike for excellence in his SPM.-he is my future.haha.it means alot.
gotta offline now.
no more pimples pls.
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