leaving 2009

so, we wave goodbye to 2009 year..bt still,i cant get over the fact that year 2009 had become my history in life..difficult to describe my feelings and frankly me myself also cant tell myself what exactly feelings i am having....because it changed too fast.

and so,i was told to summarize everything that had happened in 2009...

competition life till July.
We start from area and cant stop our paces till Singapore .By the way ,a good ending for my competition journey.

Committe life after that.
so, subconsciously, we are now joining committe's group.i thought it should be fun bt then its hectic.really..organizing some activities seem easy for me bt when i really went through it ,it was far too difficult than my mindset...so we went through courses,exams,meetings.....
i started off with all this and somehow a rough idea of 'committee's life'was set in my mind....
bt then my mind changed totally during camp preparation.it was the best lesson for me in year 2009.

i thought competition is the climax of society..(im so sorry to u all by saying this bt frankly this was wat i get) bt i was wrong totally.
Competiton was tough and i thought this was the most difficult thing because we were there to COMPETE.and we were strictly trained.bt then organizing activities was far more tougher as it needs a lot of works and the most different thing is it involves many ppl while competition only focus on the few members. bt it is a good experience to go through that kind of life because we grow and its nice to watch others grow too..Too much to learn INTERNALLY from camp organization for me....it depends on everyone.

a tougher year to go?i dont really know.. a new life for me and im totally positive in this.
there are quite a big changes on the activities that we plan this year.it am too excited for that..thumb up for all of us...looking forward for everything=>

this year ,i got to know a gang of sweet classmates and we spent time together always.and its nice to meet them.
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of course,for my st john old buddies,
i love them always since we meet and esp after we have become committe.

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besides all that,i have a fresh,interesting bt odd life.i got to know somebody who i think she is the first person that i feel i cant understand at all..i cant get wat act she was thinking.bt then,love from her to me was so sweet and perhaps extreme?hehe..

haha.this year,i got many many presents.fully occupy my room..the present that i love the most is a big cute dog from u^^no misunderstanding ya,guys.esp those three staying overnight with me..hehe.

and still many many things.....

GOODBYE 2009 !!!!!!!!!

with my heavy heart.