Busy like hell.


Sports day is around the corner.everyone is swung into action - preparation for the' big occasion'.i am somehow looking forward for the day.they want photos.haha..hopefully i have time for that.

exam is coming too..argghhhh..dont feel like studying bt i have no choice..so,im aiming for excellent results and great holidays after that..thinking to visit Thailand with my friend and her family during the holiday.i have the urge to go or i should say i can't resist to go.its somehow perilous but im too excited to go.i like travelling. and its more enjoyable to travel without any schedule or pupose.have been travelling to overseas a few times and its all for certain purpose-works to do.having pasport in my hand seems will bring me to lots of places.i hope to go but my mum is worried about me.have been 'flying off' from home for uncountables time.i do miss home,mum.my dad said i am too young for all that.he likes to make comparison between me and him.its not wrong ,sometimes i feel guilty for wasting their money to go here and there.

i can't stop running off^^hehe i like to hang out ,experiencing..
frankly, i have 'dropped' alot of things and distributed many works to juniors.sudden release of too many things just make me feel unsecure.as time passed, im already too used to it..busy lifestyle covers everything.
im glad its hectic.less thoughts of nonsense,less emo-feelings in my mind.and all these changed to appreciation at night.

i enjoy life although its tired.somemore with this unbearable weather.need to control emotions well if not......
being less active is something make me feel sooo good.too used to leading and talking in front,im good enough to listen to others'word now.hehe...hopefullyit works.


by the way,im glad i see things with my HEART now.

PS : STUDIES IS TOO IMPORTANT TO ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!fine,off to study.taking a break to digest the sejarah facts...i bet i need to burn the midnight oil again.haiz..

STILL,

GOD IS GREAT