Birthday.

So, im OFFICIALLY seventeen now!

Its a memorable one so perhaps i should scribble more about this so that no memory will lose.Sometimes, i feel like im losing my memory.Will suddenly forget ppl's name. Wai Nee was my first victim. I forgot her name and then when i was to call her,Isshhh! i have to ask 'Sorry, whats your name?.She was like ???? .HURT. im sorry i didnt mean to forget. i know, I hate it when ppl cant remember my name.Seems like i dont value much in her/his heart.

AND so, my birthday ends in a nice way. Frankly speaking, im nervous when i have to go to school on my birthday.receive many wishes. i cant think of any other ways to express my gratitude, a simply thank you values a lot.i hope my smile does show my sincerity.i do mean it.
Special thanks to L.Wai Yee. She waits me at the gate, and a cake is presented to me as soon as i open the door of my car. Seems so dramatic, huh?thanks.

Then, meet others.Haha, appreciation to M.Wai Yee (to prevent ur name appears when goggling) Wai Sze.i guess i get uncountable, repeating wishes from them ,thanks ,i feel great. Get to receive presents from my cute gang.....happening, heppening, and happening........

Before i forget, i receive the most meaningful hug from wan ning.I guess she does read my blog:) Erm, i think it happens in 5 seconds? she meets me aft i sit for my English competition in hall.Oh , i dont really react much abt this,but the feeling is incredible.Hugging is too normal for us esp we have experienced so many things in this few years, but this kind of feeling is totally different. Thanks darling :)

Appreciation to everyone.Credits to K. Mun Yee.she is the first at 12 am sharp.and of course, i never expect present from my secretaries.Oh, promise will wear it during farewell.Write here so that i wont forget.........

conclusion
Frankly, i never know how important is a birthday to humans until this.i have all my st john buddies around me. They are my family.Seems like they have become a part from me and i dont ever know how life would be without their presence.Its the bond and i should use the chemistry term to describe it. Strong force of attration between us.anyway, i never doubt the effects of the passing of time and distance.i believe time and distance will always change everything ,weaken the bonds and lessen the feelings although this world has developed with high-technology. feel like there is a long journey in front -endless. and there are much more things for me to learn. I will change again.its a sign of adaptation to the surroundings.just like how i have changed from primary into this-not-being-able-to-be-recognised-person. Im proud and glad for this huge changes. Changes for a better in future is just great enough but i feel heavy to change this time. i hope everything remains to its original. feels like grabbing everything and tie them to my side for eternity. But,there is no eternity . i doubt it.

Nostalgia. im always in this state. sometimes, im taken aback by how i have grown throughout the years too. Its the tears.my 3 and a 1/2 years are almost buried with tears.Now, perhaps i have become a stronger person. i lose my tears.Adults seldom drop their tears,but i never want to include myself in that category. I always hope to stay young.

Finish. Happy birthday to myself. I can get my lisence! waiting for the drive soon :) and promise will work hard for the bright future.

God is always great.