dear diary

Hi.
Maybe i should start with:( influenced by vampire diaries)

Dear diary,

Its a meaningful week.Finally find the best way to arrange my daily timetable, with games and studies.hees*u know, i cant stop my moviesss time.hopefully it works for the next few weeks before SPM.im not prepared for SPM.but life just goes on always.we are forced to face the reality even we are not prepared at all.

Oh, love the way my school teachers teach. This is the most important period to work on as SPM preparation.Discussion with teachers friends.wan See helps me alot in this:) feel so lucky to have her by my side.assisting.

Hope to get rid of my long messy hair immediately.guess that i dont have the time to go.Its act i dont have transport to do so.My parents are quite worried about me when im in contact with this computer. Well,they do lots of naggingsss recently.i feel so bad with this, but i know it well, this is one of the strategy to push me forward.i need REMINDss>>

i know its hard and i have high expectation on myself.but i aim for at least 9A*. i never doubt my abilities because i believe human can do anything to fulfill our own dreams, so do i. Quality but not quatity.this was what my trainer teached me during trainings and i hold on to this. We experienced, we learnt and we applied.i apply this concept in my studies too.But now, i just realised that we have to be flexible depends on situations. i hold on to' quality' and somehow i have put aside the word'quantity'' behind my mind. Quality comes from quantity.We have to start from being hardworking (QUANTITY)but not to jump to QUALITY.Extreme quality, (when it comes to application in studies)it just means that u are lazy.Of course, everything that goes extreme dont end up good results. the definition of QUALITY *QUANTITY for everyone is different.well. combination of both is just perfect enough to make miracles.Do enlighten me if u have a better idea.

Im surprised by how top students can be hardworking until .....i always think that im hardworking enough.but , seems like in top scorers' dictionary,they group me as one of the lazy ppl=.=

i know i have to be extra-hardworking this time.triple,i guess?

PS: im curious ,what else can be more precious and important than humans' life.there might be something. according to what my teacher said.MIGHT BE.Not everyone,okay.And there can be something that is more frightening than Death.. who knows?when ur heart dies?

Darling,If u cant find anything to be grateful for in life, just check ur pulse.

Love u babe.