SPM

Oh,and so i just passed the three days of SPM.

Well everything went smoothly for me, but of course im not dare enough to say i can get A+ for those subjects.This is the grade that everyone aim for, and well,no exception for me too. So pray hard for me.

I never thought SPM can be that scary and burdening.Well, i actually suffered from kinda serious insomnia for the past few weeks.so, i actually didnt sleep until yesterday. Sleep like mad after came back from school.Thank God, i even thought to seek a doctor to inject something like barbiturate or anything else to get my brain a good rest.i came to a conclusion that i might be just stored too many facts in my brain this time.well, most of the brain cells were activated and the brain just couldnt stop turning all day long.Erm, was this a good thing or a bad thing?

Anyway, I m glad i have friends to accompany me and keep me updated with all those tipsss. (Although the tips were totally out of the way) Luckily i didnt trust that much.Yesterday, i planned not to sleep and i act couldnt sleep.So stayed up all night for sejarah all over again. the boring sejarah just had the power to make me fall asleep deeply for the first time.U wont noe how touched i was.Btw, i wanted to finish that and make sure i was well-prepared before i walked into the such pressuring hall.Fell asleep at 2am,and i felt so warm to get so many miss callss from jia min and yi shen~Jia min said she was afraid that i fell asleep and couldnt wake up for the next few chapters.touchxx.Anyway the only wonderful part in spm is u get to know how warm it can be when everyone is fighting and working hard with u for those sleepless nightsss, till dawn.

Anyway, i feel totally different this time.The symptoms are so different. i lost all the 'exam symptoms' that i usually have during school exams.well, those symptoms will tell me how i have performed in the paperss.Nvrm then, but im so happy that my double or triple hardwoks for SPM can reach Yi Shen"s .Now only realise the real meaning of 'hardworks',and of course how lazy i was last time~cant envisage how i can put those efforts in it.

Kinda depressing for the days before SPM.oh, the only way to keep urself calm is to forget about the scene when u receive ur exam slips.How happy or how sad u will be.If u just push that part away, everything will be just normal like school exams.But, i was shocked when i walked into the school on the first day of exam.All fringes were clipped up,everyone's eyes were so red plus darks ring were sooo deep,and pimples on the face>>well those pretty faces just faded off.Gosh,i was one of them in this.but,instead of seeing all that, i saw those things i never realise before.How everyone can be so all out for this exam.and how important to never let parents and teachers down.

Gosh,i understand deeply.and im working all out too.

BM paper
well, hopefully i didnt make any silly mistakes.i give myself 80%

BI paper
Im not that confident though.but at least i really try my very best. 80% for myself too.

Sejarah
Gosh,i have spent so much time on this.kinda hurt when i got 2 worng in objectives.But i have to admit that i put most of the efforts in subjective and essays.Hopefully hardworks are paid off in this case. i give myself 85%.

oh, this is only the first week and i have many subjects to challenge. I swear will continue my hardworks.dont relax first.Gosh i already watched so many movies.

All the best to my buddies too.St john gangs and classmates.my soul will always be with u all.

Time to move.