then, i was told by a parent that her kid still couldnt talk.she just seeked the doctor and has a little problem in learning,maybe her progress will be a little slower,i guess.ohh,so when the classroom is turned upside down,bagsss everywhere,we cant find her bag,but she cant talk....haixx,its difficult.its actually out problem also,because we forgot to ask her mum for her name first..well,we find a bottle and ask her,she nod her head,then she opens and drinks it.in the end,thats not her bottle=.=!!!!
well,i think i can reduce my weight successfully in the end.its not fun to be a teacher,esp KINDERGARDEN teacher,is actually quite torturing and my legs are soo pain walking the kids to toilet all the times after that....anyway,the kids are still sooo adorable.hahaha,promise will want to take picture after everything settles down=)
Fine.today just talked with my dad in car.good,i think i got some motivation frm him,perhaps when i saw 'my daughter finally understood how hard a job can be' expression on his face,i felt relieved.saw some kind of hopess?maybe.ok,im glad i have this working experiences,its something good,and sometimes life cannot always be bed of rosess.life is hard,people.
anyway,i thought kindergarden is all about taking care of them,pampering them and sending them msg of how enjoyable childhood is.But from wat i observed frm the experienced teacher,its not just pampering.its a place to really teach them how to be independant,but i think my friends do not know this...so sometimes,i really feel annoying when i saw them doing all those pampering things,hugging and all that.of course,i did that also,but seldom.anyway,its their second day also,so i guess its still fine to do all that for the time being.
haixxx.as conclusion,its a tiring day again.i slept when i came home and i stayed in dizzinesss.its a real torture,man!!btw,its my first time to have a job,so i will find it difficult.somehow i wish my brother has some of this working experiencess too although he has his National Service,such a good experience which i will never have.i have to admit that,all my family members care for each other sooo much,but we really seldom,maybe should i say,we dont have all those heart-to-heart contact,so i dont have any idea how they have grown. Sometimes,i make my life so difficult by putting all the responsibility on my shoulderss.I Reflect.this is what i always do,that why i know how i have squeeze myself into a pressured one.But,can i say i go through a lot?all ups and downs??from all the campsss,competitionsss,organisationsss and now job.oh,my two sisters dont have a uniform body,i think they miss alot all those growing process which u undergo crying moments,pressured moments,frightening things and many first timesss.they dont have all this....
thats why i really wonder are they really undergoing interesting and challenging secondary school life.till now,i seriously think that secondary school is a place to mould us into who we are going to be in the future.its the GOLDEN TIME>>
anyway,i hope they learn alot also from PRS.if im not mistaken,they organise campsss.my friends learn alot from this area,and i hope they do..
ok,not going to write anymore.hopefully tomorrow will be a brighter day=)God is always with me.love.
PS :to myself>>smile,smile heartedly.the starting is always hard before u go to a sweeter and easier one.Its a training babe.be tough.hees*
Give urself some space to breathe,
really breathe:)
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