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update my blog often these days,perhaps i really have many things to see through my working environment...hmm,suddenly duno where should i start.

well,i seriously feel that this job is quite suffering.its tough because i think i feel like i will just faint after teaching,hugging,standing and scolding those kids all the while..its tiring and when 5 o'clock finally comes,i think im going to break my legss.my eyes are aching and my head is like not functioning.i cant describe the bad feelingss,its just soo awful..anyway,i dont feel regret for choosing this path as my part time job.the kids make me feel so good sometimes and i have many friends ,either adults or friends who are quite the same age with me.the kids have their own lunch time and mean while the teacher will dine too,they always share their homecook food with me which make me feel sooo warm.btw have soo many kindergarden babies now,u know,my cups of tea...of coz i dont like every kids.well,its actually not very good to judge the kids from their appearancess.they are quite pity in this way,we shouldnt be biased,right?because they are still children and everyone wants to be touched and caressed.they want to be showered with lotss of loves..thats the things i have learnt,to be fair.u know,sometimes even children knows who to respect and u know,look upon to.some teachers do show me very good examples.FAIR.they praise and scold at the same time,for the right thing.Even for those who really make them feel so annoying,so hatred,soo mad at them,they praise when they perform good.Its touched when u see the naughty oness smile with proud when they answer the correct questions.

thats why,im proud of myself for trying to hug and love those who really doesnt look that good,they are dirty and messy with running nose and saliva.getting near them is something i did it so successfully,out of my comfort zone.yeppy.

kids love us to caress their head.haha,heard my kids showing off with their friends"teacher siew sayang me just now."God,it shocked me like hell because that kid is not very approachable for me.we seldom get in touch,and i scold him always. hmm,i told u,im not biased..and the kid's words show good reflection to me.as conclusion,i just realised i dont understand kids,and they always shocked me by doing something that i never think of.

was laughing sweetly when i watched my kids dancing and singing in class.their movements are sooo adorable.hahaha..

anyway the way the boys pass urine in the toilet are sooo cute also.hahaha,they all stand in a row and their actions are very hahaha,cute...dare not to take photos because the photos will be listed as pornographic photos in the end.hehe.btw,i took may shots of cute babies(without me inside)wow,i m looking forward to take picturess erhem,with me inside.well,im not confident of my appearance lately,just worried my ugly look will spoil those cutes picturess...soo,hope i will go out of the box and take some picture with cute kids and cute me inside haha.they make me feel young:)

thats all i want to scribble here.PS :there are soo many complaints about the system in kindergarden now.,haix.i dont feel like discussing all that with them,i dont judge for all those mistakess.

im sick again:(