Fine.finally finished editing my picture here.woooo.

well,tomorrow i will get my second salary.delighted with myself.same quote,its a difficult job,but im glad i have my son's company.Something happened and i have been worrying for my son for almost two days,hope he will still in one piece tomorrow..heartache:(

haix.i admit i long for a baby,but i wonder would i still love him when he grows up and is no longer that small,tiny child.thats why,i think its difficult to be a mum.Same with my mum,my mum is thinking of her grandchildren already.haha,she had been contempted by my dad yesterday for that.hehe,no choice,we have wild imaginationsss.its nothing wrong as long as we are happy with that.i will have to leave my working place soon.frankly,im still all adrift about that.im sure im relunctant to leave my baby there.dare not to think of days without him.haixx.im doomed.

btw,will get my spm result in two weeks time.NERVOUS.all my colleagues will definitely ask me for my results after that.Even those parentssss.will lose my face if i end up bad or so-so results.so,i really hope i can have a very good one.please.i do hope my hardworksss paid. wish to appear in newspaper too.haix,i know im proud to have that wish..God,do bless me heartedly. dare not to think how my heart will pop out the day before.

Now,only i realised having lunch at those cafeteria like bees cafe or cappucinno is an extravagance. i went to those POSH restaurant always after training or after school.u know,i'd love to stay in there enjoying the air-condition with alluring set lunch.GOSH,its paradise.anyway,i spent quite a big amount of expenses in there.evey week once!!After working only i realised,for my parents,they will only go there for lunch when any occasion arises or once in a blue moon with us.they list those cafeteria as a high-class place.But they will shocked when they find out half of the restaurantss are always occupied by school students..well,i acknowledged that i was wasting my dad's money last time.i promise i will only go when i want to praise myself for doing a good job or not giving up on something.if not,i will just eat those home-cook food.

i am saving,for my future.so dad,mum,no worries:)

stick to me like a glue.

babe.