Hi there.time to blog again.

Undergo lots of 'emotional depressed' these days..cant really relate well with my mum .God,if i dont sleep well, i will start throwing tantrumss and thats where quarrelss start.Well, its actually not that serious quarrel ,just maybe i give cold shoulderss to my family.Its just thifless,not a big deal.

Ok,congratulation to myself,i just passed my driving test.GOSH,unbelievable.im thrilled indeed,delighted plus excited! Cant wait to drive by myself.erhem, i seriously dont have a car.i think i have to wait for my results first.U know what,i think my mum is really hoping me to get those scholarshipss and fly to futher my studies outside,thats why im not given a car for the time being=(Well, shall i consider passing my driving test is just a fluke?please, i did try hard for that..
sometimes, i do really feel im undergoing another stage which is a total different and unfamiliar place for me.How should i put this.hmm, Life in school is just merely studiesss,of course with different subjectss, but now im dealing with SKILLS.Its not something as easy or as simple as sitting there with a book opened in front.Occasionally,i do feel like 'if u fail,u die'-this kind of concept.Or else, it needs an awful lots of money for u to try agian.Its not something like nevermind-its-alright-try again-thingss.It involvess creditss and sometimess difficult self-esteem.hehe.Im not sure whether i use the word correct or not*Anyhow,i passed my test,luckily.

Two more dayss to get my SPM results.everybody is asking about it now.ISHHH~pls dont put such pressure on me.Supposing i dont get good resultss, could i just shake it off like nothing happenss.Hmm, just go into F6 and nothing else.I hope it wont happen of course.I swear i had put my very best to score those Assss.Haix,i havent suft the web for any scholarships which i can apply.U know what,im afraid.Itss very confusing for me to choose my future career.Couldnt find where my realy interest liesss.All i want is to work happily,blissfully.Hopefully i can show great zeal in that career.Fine, which suitss me?do i relly belong to medical line?pls,someone please just enlighten me about how to figure out my true interest.Please.

Subconsciously,i have been working for three monthss.U know what, people just drift apart.sometimes, i feel like im fighting alone now.Okay,im good to be independent,i can do it by myself.But,it would be happier and more interesting with friendss around supporting,saying that they will be ur back-up,sharing anything else..well, i have a new bunch of friends at my working place now.Oh,itss fun to mingle and associate with them too.I have a blissful lifestyle.Yes,i do enjoy very much but at the same time,i miss my old bunch of friendss too.the feelingss to have gone through all those thick and thin, hanging out together,huddling together for comfort,cuddling each otherss is just too strong.I get my so-called ideal friendship=)COMFORTABLE.thats too important to me. U wouldnt feel awkward if u and ur friendss have no mood to continue chatting.well, we are all chatty8.8 Haix,soundss moody?i got sentimental everytime i think of this kind of thingss .haha,just hope i can hold on to those relationship even when we are apart.keep every friendss posted will do.

Hees~gotta stop here.have something to do .Chop-chop!!

Pray hard for me*.*