hi thre.im here again.

im updating my blog quite often these days as im undergoing lotss of things. Its fun somehow.Have our teachers' meeting today.well, its actually a simple meeting but the management is a problem.have gained some insightss today.Thought im kind enough to offer my help,but realised that im too short-sighted after all.They do appreciate my help but im just a temporary teacher,so what they want is actually permanent help.They think far.Well, now only i know im under their training subconsciously=.=i mean they have been training me since i joined their school.Thats the problem,if they concentrate in training me,i mean im always in some of the teacherss' class,those permanent teachers will not have chance to be trained by them.So,when we leave,they will face lots of trouble picking up our jobs which they aren't familiar with.have been highly graded my help=(

Anyway cant join my family's trip to kl on the forthcoming saturday due to the area competition.Abit disappointed, have been hankering after this travel for so long and i end up being tied by responsibility.i admit that im abit annoyed when i first knew this but im all right now.perhapss joining my old friendss would be happier?.thought im so-called footloose and fancy-free,but actually not.tight schedule sometimes is killing me.thats why.i have learnt to think before i promise others.i would just agreed whenever i wanted to before this .But now, realised the value of a promise. in my so-called old dayss,if i didnt feel like going on the day we promised to hang out or what,i would just find an excuse and texted a msg to inform.I was fortunate to have a bunch of kind friendss?they would alwayss allow me to do so.too lenient to me,im spoilt =(nvrm,at least i acknowledge that im wrong now before late.Second thing was i was always late. was not punctual at all.

HISS~i hate to be late now.After working,i think i have become more self-diciplined and i understand my own desire and priciples well..Haix,im long- winded.lazy to elaborate more.

in short,(for now)

im putting responsibility as my first concern before my emotionss .

im trying to be punctual .

im saving,seriously.

im not wasting money for all those useless thingss.(realised that i lived a lavish lifestyle last time)

ps :will have my last driving lesson and my first computer lesson next week.after that will be my driving test.Life is hectic=)