Is not feeling good today.its a sunny day anyway.


Prepare to receive three pieces of important things with excitement.end up i get nothing.I dont really know how to describe the insane feelingss,but its going to burst from inside.okay,i actually try to control it already.im burying it,but i think my effort is to no avail.im feeling bad. U know what,its a very weird feeling.Of course,im not going to burst in front of my collegues.im not going to scold the person to make such a blunder,okay blunder,its just a small trifle.I wish to shout at someone for no reason as i know this is nobody's fault.i want to point an accusing finger at any of them,but who should i scream at?no one.No one should be my innocent victim. i always dislike this kind of feeling,but its unavoidable.Sometimes,things just run like this.


I admit that im not very good if i come to emotional control.sometimes,people describe me as an interesting friend.I have many great emotionss which i influence friends around me subconsciously.Its awesome,but every thing has its side efffect.Im a sincere people,but when u are so unlucky to meet me in bad condition,im going to burst.ok,no worries,i always try to hide it.I need someone for me to pour all this things out,end up crying out the anger and then nothing goes on.this is normal,but u know what,when people are caught in this situation,they would said they just realised that they have nobody to turn to,to rely on.well,im not going to babble this kind of complaints.i have awesome friends around.


okay,next topics.im a very curious girl.i want to know many things,i find things in this world peculiar.i would say Cute.Many things catch my attention and i want to know more about it.oh,its my basic nature,perhaps.So,speaking of this,i accidentally get myself a membership in Amway.God,its something scary,i would say.but its a very fresh environment for me.im going to get knowledges from there.my dad is worried about me being cheated,well,first im not interested in business,i hate sales~very much.secondly,after undergo such working experience,im definitely not generous with my money.in other wordss,im very very frugal about my money already.I have an account book recording all my incomes and outcomes.my heart will ache whenever i need to fork out such awful lots of money for something.NO WAY.believe me or not,im quite interested in nutrition knowledeges.okay,i acknowledge that im convinced to purchase some nutrilite products.Its for health.i dont really know how good is it,so i need to give it a try.So far,i couldnt find something negative about the products through all my researches.Quite relunctant to spend those money on those products,but from my own view,its a healthy supplement.i need more advices.



My mum is trying to enlarge her tution centre(at home),she is trying to enroll more students,and im quite shocked when i m told that she is going to have her tuition class on saturday too.Im abit annoyed when i know this.How hard do u want to force yourself.Im blaming her,what else does she see except money?i dont really know whats her purpose to do so,but i want her to rest.saturday should be a very suitable day for her to relax,pampering herself with movies,shopping and of course with family.apparently,she earns money for us.Okay,i still cant accept her proposal.she takes credits so seriously.,who doesnt right?Sigh*i dont know what else should i say,but im not going to stop her from doing so,just let it be. my heart beats with excitement for tomorrow nutritious breakfast which will be made by miss Goh to me.Hope nutrilite really workss for me,and my family as well.i hope all of us stay in the pink of health always.Nobody asks why,Its a show of love.Love power.a small tip for u,im a cancer if u speak about horoscope.by the way there are much more for me to learn.May God bless me always.


When a relationship has to deal with money,it fades.

PS : just dont give me hopes and scatter it.im unable to take it seriously. thats why i dont feel good today.its a rainy day after that..

Life is still meaningful people.