Ok, i seriously need to express. on the verge on breaking down again seeing ppl around me especially in class leaving.leaving me behind. God really plans everything for me in f6 until i dont stand any chance to ever escape from it.

Seeing my class getting smaller and smaller and smaller,of course i know the amount of ppl will increase soon with the coming in of new students,but please just stop it. The feeling of seeing ppl leaving is already too much for me to handle.


i just wish to bury myself somewhere and never come out again=(