well ,today have to go to school for hari anugerah things.sometimes i wonder why couldnt school organise this kind of functions on weekdays but not weekends.amc usually does so.Btw im still okay with all these arrangements.

Fine.usstian is the service body in charged of that,and im quite excited for this.at least we dont have to sit in the hall all day long without anything to do.The teacher in charged is abit fussy with the arrangements,its because the rehearsal was really very messy.just realised how disciplined our amciansss girlsss.haha.anyway i think we did a great job today,and guess that the teacher was quite satisfied with our performances.hees~so proud to say abt this.u know what, the day before this,the teacher was sooo unsure about something and she asked me 'do u have confidence to carry it out smoothly>and if it doesnt,it will be ur fault.well, guess what,i said im very confident with this.and luckily lady's luck is on my side today,everything is quite smoothly-run.

go cinema for a movie with them.haha,i think we hang out every saturday and the feeling is always so great.anyway,i dont really enjoy the movie for the first time.u know i always love cinema.its just the sitting place makes my neck feels soo tensed up and almost undergoes hyperextension.sleepy=.= its not that the movie is boring,its just i didnt sleep well for the night before.s0000....having lunch after that in kopitiam,chit chatting and follow zhan ming's car to tuition. i think im in phobia allowing him to fetch me.perhaps it keeps on reminding me about the moment when 'X' fetched me to tuition also.i dont feel good about this.anyway,i learnt alot from the relationship i have with X.have many new outlooks on relationship aspect.okay,babess,dont misunderstand me.

ohya, today wai yee and chai yan join us also.feel great when they can talk about me so precisely.well, the way they say when i feel sleepy just prepare a cup of coffee for me is so warm to me. GREAT. i always hope someone can understand how meaningful is a cup of coffee prepared to me when i feel like dying.

Sometimes,its odd,but im glad i have learnt to control my emotions since he left. Now,i think i can just switch off my feeling mode when i dont ever want to care about something or someone.Crazy huh?i think it is just temporary.but it does work very well on me.Choose to ignore my feelings when im being hurt or offended.never have such feelings before.but i can do this now.heeees*

working at the registration section with cheng yee today.Its wonderful and i love to cooperate with her.I dont know why but i like the poi lam girls alot. perhaps the way they do things is considered mature to me.their willingness in doing anything just somehow impress me much.and i feel very comfortable working with the gang.perhaps they are serious when they do things.

Well, time to switch off my feelings to those unnecessary things. still, i love everything around me.

i will hold u today,

just dont ever let go of me=)