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stomach upsets.ishh, couldnt fight the pain.oh gosh.perhaps its gastric.oh my god/

anyway glad to have the rain today,at least it brings some coolness in to this extremely hot earth furnace.hees*everything goes wrong in me at first and now things just go wrong for my friends.haixx, u see, there are always problems around us.luckily,i just found my way to survive in this so-hard,so-pain circumstances and i think im extremely comfortable now.sometimes i just need to express everything out and i can see things more clearly,glad that i always have chai yan as my back-up which i know where i can turn to when everyone goes against me=.=its a bit serious,im extrapoliting okay?

sometimes, i hate to let people know so much about me,especially when things go into a mess and im pouring my tiredness, emoness,anger (all those negative expression here), i dont really like people to see such i -call- this- as- failure in which im undergoing.somehow i just want people to see how happy-go-lucky am i,how i lead those happily-ever-after lifestyles.but i dont ever care how u judge me anymore. i think this is a very suitable place for me to leave my sadness and sorrow .i label this as dustbin,where i can just throw every unnecessary things in side and dont every pick it up again.things go abit better after every throwing session ends=)hees*somehow pity this blog,if i were to weigh this blog, i think the mass would be be extremely heavy.issshh,anyway glad that i found somewhere which belongs to me.

im alright already.hees*picking up the speed again to catch hold of others.sometimes,pity yuan yi's ears to suffer so much for my buzzing, troublesome voice around.haha.im very noisy,i have to admit this.anyway glad that yon sheng said he can always hear me out, wow, i seriously can feel the big family now.Zhan Ming said im abandoning my studies,and i think i have to partially agree to this statement,perhaps i am.and this makes me soooo mad about those unnecessary things i have done.

JUst realised something these days, whenever i face any problem, just remember all i want in the end is to strike my best in stpm.i have set a very significant aim now,hees and whenever everything or anything goes wrong, all i have to do is to stick to my big aim and i know i will never get wrong.And, through this, i think i can really find the PEACE,and just ignore things which i actually dont need to know and things happening around.lazy to follow up those gossips or progressions,which sometimes makes me so crazy about the reality.isshhh, im isolating myself.and maybe that is what God wants me to do- concentrate and focus.Not any distractions,emotinals stuff,sensitive or whatever crap*

PS : netball match tomorrow,and im super-duper nervous now,God,hope the ball have more affinity toward me.make me a magnet to be able to pull the ball to my side.haha.

have craving to coffee.

Caffein kills.