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So sick of studying these days. the stress is going to break me. whatever it is, who isnt?

just isolated myself from the something i care too much.i guess they are wondering what happen to me.no special reason.im tired of seeing things breaking into peices in front of me. i did take action but to no avail. Something has to be changed.and i guess yuan yi is the only one who understands the feeling i have in me, i dont give up, i just wait for changes.and u know it well, when things do at least change, i will fully support.

Zhan ming's mind sometimes is just too similar to mine,when i thought of something, and in the next second he will say it out.ohhh. perhaps i should be happy to find someone who share the same thoughts with me always.but somehow i never have this feelings before,its like he reads every thoughts of my mind until =.= im speechless. dont know why he always say it out faster than me until i feel like he is stealing my ideas,who cares?well, its not stealing, i know its his mind.the feelings its like : when i thought of something interesting,feeling extremely excited to share,he just says it first,and my excitement just varnishes like that.if it were chai yan, i will say : WOW, we share the same ideas,and share the hapiness together, crazily thinks that we are from the same 'frequency'.how i wished i could do the same with him,i should as friends are meant to be like this, but its weird that the disappointment covers my excitement. i think there is always differences between guys and girls.there always is.


Whatever it is ,its just something silly to talk about.hahahaha, i dont really mind actually.i guess my brain is damaged by constantly-squeezing. hmm, thought of my dinner night performance also by chance, how i wished the guys can dance ' shock' T.T the opening is really very related to our title which is 'night at the muzium'.and it makes things much more easier.hees.anyhow im so proud of those guys.Finally i can see transformation from a bunch of nerds into someone who is 'attractive' ?haha.

lovely day.it rains and i like the feel when winds caress my skin=) peace.

watever. Ironically ( from those bunch of guys) ,im in my way of transforming myself into another B1 nerd.its my wish=)weird right?still i want myself to be one.

* pS ; so touched to finish my graphs=)crying-ing.

in my way to be submissive.