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Again, things make me dissapointed,there are times when i question myself, why do i need to help since no one will appreciate?

its such pathethic somehow, and i cant promise u that i wont fly away one day,keeping myself here needs alot of courage and when my patience reaches its maximum, i shall move on without staying back.sometimes, i feel quite sympathy to those who are younger,even i couldnt stand it,how could they? but i remain,they perservere and perhaps they choose to ignore.ignorance can never work properly to me, even if it does, i will go all the way out ' interrupting' after a few days.haha.

sometimes, i wonder does the problem actually lie in me? i thought i can adapt to situation quite good, but it turns out like im wrong in this,i might can mingle around but i guess i face quite a big challenge to adapt to people's culture,i have my own mindset and principles, and i admit its quite hard to change me.but if im willing to listen to u, bravo, that means im trying to accept u.im so wrong sometimes, but still i just want to be myself, the keep-on-changing pace just doesnt sound like me.

anyway , i saw the post from yishen to chee haung, well i have to say she is such good in expressing herself in the post,and its kind of touching.watever it is, it makes me envy.i never think she writes this to people ,but she does,and this impresses me=)