ohh,lunch time.what a pleasant day.

spare me some time to write something please. okay,so it had been a hectic week for me with all those stuffs choking me to my throat.nevertheless, i still enjoyed it quite well, what my friends said about me was actually true.There is no doubt that i m a typical workaholic.i cant stop 'moving around',although sometimes what i do is completely nonsense. oh my god, i dont know how many times have i edited, changed and showed my usst paper works stuff to my teacher advisor and then the rountine starts over and over again.there are too many things to be changed,well, im sympathise with all those secretaries,esp those in my class who are labelled as very hardworking and responsible type.fine,i understand it very well as im stucked in doing the file of my own club also.pity.ewww,by the way, sometimes,it infuriates me when people delay my jobs.of course i try to cover it up before shooting people, breaking things up,but guys school are really lacking of efficiency,no offence.

anyway, i guess im coping quite okay with my homeworks too, although im still a long way behind those top scorers.i cant help peeping the professor in my class always for his non-stop doing homeworks habits.i admit im kind of lazy in finishing all those moutain-like homeworks. eh, im glad i found a slight interest in sloving maths questions recenlty,finally i follow up the lightning speed of how mr wang gives us homeworks.haha,it seems like my life is all about equation now.

life is still good.im currently discussing about love-hate relationship with yuan yi. sometimes people tend to say there should always be black and white areas only when it comes to judging things.but to such a sentimental person like me, there is always grey area in between when we let emotions take charge.ohh, i came across this in vampire diaries.hehe.often we spend time loving and hating a certain people at the same time,so-called love-hate.hmm,hate is a very strong word to me,as we shouldnt have hated people in the first place.perhaps when it comes to crimes,(write too many essays huh?) we may hate those evil people who break up families,take people's lives away, causing alot of tears shed.but there shouldnt be any hatred to normal people around us, no matter how we dislike their attitude or watever.to me, its all about decision making, its their choice to have done anything else which may be contrary to ours. im okay, as long as they dont interfere with my matters too seriously.

He asked me about people who are bad and good.hmm, im glad im mingling with a bunch of friends who understand how this good-bad things work. in such small simple circle of school life,should there be any bad ones?bad friends? our advices about this , its not about good and bad actually, its about how u urself accept things.there are people who are in the same channel as u where u list them as ur best friends,and at the same time,there are also friends who dont share the same interests and mindset as u,and people usually label this kind of friends in bad-terms== for me, everyone is good,but not everyone's attitude is in my acceptable range.for those unacceptable, just let it be okay? people tend to link everyone's life together,tangling it until everything is so messy and nobody stands up to make it right.no choice,because we havent reached the maturity level,where we appraise our priority well, without letting emotions take in unappropriately.

ohhh, went to zhi hong's sister a day before wedding yesterday. quite exhausted to drive out actually but still ended up there with almost all usst f6 friends. quite stunned to accept the fact that all his siblings are so good-looking including him.wow, i thought there should always be some pretty and some not that nice, but all his siblings are equally mesmerising.i always like to value people's family bonding secretly, i admire those having good relationship with families and surprisingly, he possesses that strength. his family seems harmony,haha, with his sisters kept on peeping and spying for his friends' backgrounds.haha perhaps on the way of choosing bride-to-be candidate?spent a nice starry night with them. guys really act differently on girls, maybe guys treat each other more cruely,but i love watching them cracking jokes,beating each other,playing harsh and all that.guys are adorable when their gang are solely guys.haha. and as girls we just watched.But i have to say ,not everything is in my acceptable range,some kind of fooling around isnt that good to me,i tend to avoid seeing that.fine,that s all for the day. people love to judge books by its cover.i dont know him well, but to a certain extent, he is so perfect to me even after a long time not seen. its kind of sad when it comes to such a good man,being single somemore is left into the community, being taken away finally.haha.he enjoys footloose and fancy free type of living.hmm, i hope my ending doesnt mean it ends but for God's sake ,it will lead to a certain kind of beginning in the years to come.


thats all for now.i hope my dopamine to zhan ming works for days and even a longer period, until the next right person to cater his need by presenting him the real one which creates everlasting happiness.


A person irritates u always is the person who loves you very much but fails to express it. -Tom and Jerry-