well, i guess everything went smooth for today.hees, its was like a dream, finally i carried out what i had been wanting it for a period of time.thank God, im glad i can be considered as the 'precusor' of this secretary meeting as there wasnt any kind of meeting for secretary for the previous years.okay, i did my preparation job and glad that Pn Tong was satisfied with my performance.i swear i had been trying hard to slow down my pace of talking, trying to be as clear as i could.hehe,my friends said they love my voice,hmm, how good if i can talk in this sweet tone daily,well,its the hardest thing,u know it.as usual, i act aggressively.

i hope i can at least lessen mr kang's burden for the coco marks system with all files done systemically.thought to retire after i held this meeting.haha, at least i had done my biggest part as a vice president, getting things better.anyway i always know it well, to get things kicked off isnt difficult ,the tricky part is actually the maintenance.i m lacking of patience in doing things, my biggest weakness.i will try my best for sure,just hope i can handle both coco and studies well.that would be the best way without dropping anything,both is equally important to me ,okay?

anyway,sometimes, its very disappointing to see how guys work.shouldn't everyone give their commitment? the way they refuse to lend their helping hands always make me questioning their parts in there.i really dislike how guys didnt turn up for a meeting without informing first, shouldnt u inform first as a sign of respect?well, im still okay with it,but somehow this behavior should be changed. anyway ,thanks to my group.i know at least they helped me=) i love the feeling when i walked in and saw the screen of my slide show had been modified by adding extra title for me.i take this kind of act ( for i dont know who) as commitment and support from him. okay, thanks to jun hao, edward, zhe yang and zi xuan ,my group members who helped me in setting up.i was so busy keeping things up after the meeting,thanks to the form 6s for arranging back those files for me.and lastly again, thanks to edward and mages who helped me behind, so touched when they kept the files for me where i didnt ask them to do so when someone refused to help me doing that.

so ,as conclusion : success.

Im tired of maintaining, why dont we just call it an end? growing up made me realised its better to be alone than to be uncomfortable with people around=) start to enjoy the loneliness.