Exam in a few days time.The smothering moment where u can do nothing but study.. It SUCKS. but then despite all that torturing moments, its always good to see people working hard together. At least they do something meaningful instead of fooling around AIMLESSLY. i dislike seeing that foot-loose and fancy free type of life.

Anyway, jia jia's birthday just passed and due to the coming exam, i didn't really have time to think deep for any more special celebration to do for her. Bought her a necklace and a simple birthday celebration at Marry brown.oops , it was actually her belated birthday celebration. Sorry i think i didn't really make it as surprising as it should be, everything was like in a mess.but i guess its was a sweet mess. recorded every bits of the moment with my baby camera, u know what, don't really know since when, i started to actually appreciate and take care of  that thing without mentioning how complicated i think this kind of invention could be. it is always so confusing with the buttons and all that.EWWWWW. by the way it was a good day although not everyone present. sometimes, it doesn't have to be the best in the world, its what you miss, and the moment when you can be with who you wish to be with.oh , and i planned some guys to help her with the necklace , to put on around her neck at first and nobody dared to. hmm, it reminded me of something,i used to think am i really too open-minded? perhaps i need to keep a distance with guys. Guys actually draw a very obvious boundary with girls, not to even touch. is this necessary, but i guess its a good protection for girls.,i take it as respect.

Glad that my friends get along with his buddy in the end. its sweet to even just listen to him talking. i can see the happiness. the superb feeling when u finally got what u longed for a long time.sometimes,when we thought there is no turning back, everything will just fall back to its places. what we have to be is be patient and don't ever give up hope. One more thing, i have this friend who i always show my dissatisfaction to him, i don't really mean to do so, but i hope him to learn and understand. i really care for him and just found out our birthday present gave him stress and confusion.i knew he tried to make things better for us but everything he did was like deviating from me concept. it was truly hard to work together but i wished to help him lessen some burden. just knew he underwent a lot of troubles and i sympathized him for taking everything by himself. i wish to help and i know we all do. Lord, please grant us the chance to put down our pride or at least keep that low to walk side by side with each other. we have good intentions, i guess all we need is one more chance perhaps? i have apologised for that and i promise will try to pt myself into his shoes.  Glad that i have such bunch of devoted friends who are supportive enough and willing to do things for people that we love.

i really love the school library these days. i wonder, perhaps its not the place that i love, is the people inside greeting me every moment whenever i enter. Time flies. i always wish to look precisely at the faces that i used to see them everyday now, so that i can remember vividly when natural clock drift us apart. What would it be when you can't see face-to-face those faces you used to scream at, smile at, peep at, cry at, laugh at?They are getting more and more precious as time goes. i will surely miss them in the end.


Exam is coming real soon. Break a leg!

Set me free darling=)