Started wondering should i changed my journal-writing onto my books instead of here , i guess my hand-writing would mean a lot when i looked back in the future. More privacy some more, i admit somehow my friends were correct, blogging here does seem comfortable for me, but i think there is always a part of you knowing that you are not doing this privately anymore as long as you are on the Internet. This is such an open-space where everyone can drop by and read your post anytime, i think perhaps there is always something restricting me from pouring out my REAL feelings through words, too -conscious about the facts that i actually have readers, and even strangers. Thought i don't even mind who read or scanned through my pieces of thoughts, but then, the way i have to be extra careful when i write something here,try to avoid sensitive issue,so that no one is offended or else i might lose anything or anyone precious to me. its not a good one perhaps. Hmm, ought to think about this.

anyway, changed my spec finally. oh, my short-sightedness are getting worse day by day,i hope it wouldn't deteriorate until that kind of serious stage where i got to undergo some eye treatments or what =( by the way, i actually like my new spec, more decent look i think, plan not to wear it every day, it is making my eyes so sick and dry, the images seem so different when i put on the spec, so weird.


Just simple scribbling for today. lovely day=)

Hope to be the special one for you. yes, just for you.