Feel like roaming around the whole week, quite worried about myself, u know. i don't even know what is going on with me.Normal? or sign of deteriorating?

By the way, park my car opposite my school everyday so that i can walk at least a short distance before i sit down the whole day, static on the lovely chair=( Quite a healthy lifestyle, haha, especially when it is a windy morning,getting the chance to enjoy the morning breeze is just simply nice. guess my leg muscles are trained up this way,it really takes some efforts to walk into class ( 3rd floor ) with heavy bag on my shoulders. My friends always ask me why do i always carry such heavy load, i wonder too, how can they not bring anything to school and yet can continue lessons in such good way? oh, i am messy i know.hmm.

anyway, i am craving for desserts these days, hope to put something sweet and cold into my mouth. Don't really have good appetites recently, i think the weather is a problem, making me feel so sleepy always and subconsciously my afternoon nap chases away my hunger. Heavy meal isn't right for me, feel so FULL. GOSH~a good timing to keep fit i think.Just got rid of my muscle ache due to the sports day event, time to get myself up for some light exercise again. Issssssh, such a long time didn't visit polo ground already, kinda miss everything there. Don't be lazy anymore darling !

Not much to scribble today, read people's blog and started to envy the lifestyles lead by them. Its so good to really enjoy life , taking care of yourself only,i mean body, facial. Its good to be pretty and i wonder when can i reach the kind of ' maturity' , my face currently is still so innocent, purely, not attractive-at-all look. AWWWWWWWWWWWWWW, i want to CHANGEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

you know you really love someone when you don't hate them for breaking your heart.