Recently was too peaceful. Life is as tough as usual, its just i have stopped demanding myself to keep up with the pace of hectic life. okay, weird one, especially with the genius sitting beside me following up the lessons so well.hmmmm, according to her, i have gone way too insane until i am currently enjoying my life to the max. well, i guess i let myself to stay in my comfort zone again, not wanting to press myself anymore. Feeling of insecure of course came haunting me back,life is still so competitive, but then i have made up my mind to create my own pathway with my own way of footsteps.slower, and i hope clearer.

still going on my routine, go jogging every evening. Basically i do nothing before i jog, that is why i like to go exercise, at least after perspiring, it can make me more productive. My classmates said i have reduced some weight successfully.i actually didn't really work on it, it just happened. haha, thank you.

Okay, retired from all those coco clubs. weeeeeeee.. guess that many form 5s guys are so reluctant to let go of their coco life. Somehow i can understand the heavy feeling, the feeling when u don't know what can you do to occupy the extra time now that you used to spend with your friends in school. and the feeling when you don't want those wonderful moments can only become memories, but not happening anymore in reality.okay, i have undergone all these, guess that we have got used to it. So, i am actually quite delighted with the retirement. its like i just got off something heavy on my shoulders and threw it to others as far as possible. ha ha ha. I have no faith on myself to utilise the extra time we gain, guess that i will use that to pamper myself. Instead of that, i have made up my mind to go swimming every friday. i think that would be useful. At least better that rotting in the house.haha.

Last Sunday was our ping pong farewell at Koh Sah Mui. A simple dinner gathering everyone there with appreciation. I got the best committee of the year prize from Mr Foo. touched, so unexpected that Wen Han actually spent quite a long time choosing the special present for me, according to what he told me. he gave me a little pink bottle, such a girlish one.thank you, the feeling of a guy purposely spared some time to choose something specially to you is soooo nice. Well, every girl hope to be taken care of.Its cute to envisage the moment when they try so hard to understand you so that u get what you want and feel happy. ha ha. A token of appreciation to everyone. Recently got a lot of presents and i was on cloud nine for quite a long time, feeling extremely happy. Don't pamper me too much honey.

okay, i hope everything can come to an end now so that i can really focus. hopefully i can strive well in every aspects including my academic too. i like ming kin sitting beside me, he makes me feel so motivated every time i look at him=)

Thank you to my dearest God for everything he shows me. i promise to persevere until the end and i hope you can be with me throughout the journey. i will keep you posted. love always.