Hi everyone. Nice weather today with drizzling outside. Just slept for 2hours, rock by the windy feel of the atmosphere=)

Kind of tired today. Okay, my morning didn't really start good when everyone was bombarding me with those love- relationship with choon yee.oh, i thought we were just having fun that night but then seemed like those who aren't from usst got all those messed up and i found it awkward  to give an explanation=.= I hope those who i care don't judge me that way =( just hope nobody gets hurt here. Thank you choon yee for the warmth that day, i hope he won't be bothered with all those rumors spreading around too.

These days weren't good at all, the fast approaching of exam made me feel so nervous all the time. Nervousness just got me caught in self- dilemma always thinking what subject should i start first. Insecure again. I know what i should do now to keep myself as calm as possible and follow the original plan. If not, i would be dead before i know it. Dear Lord, please give me strength to endure all those suspense feeling.

Anyway, today was my first time to donate blood. Kind of proud of myself when i got up from the seat, i was surprisingly so healthy.ha ha. The nurse pricked my finger with something to get my blood sample , to determine which blood i belong to. They said it was just like insect bite, but then for me, it was quite painful. AWWWWWWWWWW. . felt like screaming, but then it wasn't that painful though, still can endure but the sight of blood oozing out from my little finger was ewwwww, too often i have seen others' blood but the sight of my OWN blood made me sick. eerie feeling.ha ha . Was brought to lie on a chair with my legs a little higher than my heart. the suspense were killing. But then it had subside by that time, the moment when you were deciding whether donate or not was far more scarier, the nervousness made me felt so dizzy, like going to faint. Everyone faced the same problem when our blood all gushed up to our brain, making our face looked so puffy red, especially me of course. I got red too obviously.

Thank you Zhi Qing and Yee ling's company all the way, taking care of us. The sight of your friends beside you was good, where you surprisingly lost half- of your fear. ha ha. Thanks to Kah Sing and Weng Kin to walk around like a man too, ( secretly judging people? ) ha ha, Thank you for taking care of us by kept checking up our facial expression. he he. THE TRANSFUSION TUBE WAS SO LARGE!!!! not narrow at all, T.T painful =( awwwwww. okay, the after effect was far more painful anyway.

PBSM was there on duty. talked to choon wei and chon phin, But then i think they were too busy to take care of me.okay, they ignored me =( sad sad. Ha ha, so kah sing and weng kin suddenly played a good role there , ha ha so that i forgot to expect them coming to me. Perhaps i looked too healthy for blood donation, so nobody was worried about me fainting. Sad thing, to relay that kind of strong image to people. Nobody knows i was that scared. Never mind .

Okay, Congratulation to myself=) i have collected one more experience again. yay...... my first time of blood donation although without my loved one beside. Dear boy, i am strong enough to endure everything alone, but i hope you can appear faster to keep me company,i promise not to rely on you that much, i have my life and you still have yours although both of us will intercept =)

Photo of the day to share :  The two guys who make me feel the same way.

 Yee ling's brother is so adorable just like zhe yang.

  

As adorable as usual=)