I am sure the happiest person will be zhi qing, ha ha, she showed it all out today through her expression. Yes, i am extremely happy too, finally can give ourselves a break, a good one. By the way i hope i won't get rotten at home, its a study break anyway=) Those genius will surely utilise this week, making it to be fruitful one.i swear i am going to follow suit, so that i won't suffer throughout the exam week, staying up late until midnight. OH, SUCH A TORTURE. a shortcut to die faster=(
Recently, we moved to the classroom outside the staffroom. Hmm, long tables. Have been surviving for almost a week, SURPRISINGLY.okay, first the banging of the door of staffroom was real irritating, You couldn't imagine how many people going in and out throughout the day, Basically, the slamming of the door never stop even once=.= Secondly, those bunch of guys from the classroom beside were so hyperactive,It wasn't just the noise that made, they even scared us with all of the sudden scream, sudden laughter that was so insanely loud. okay, those guys at that age are said to behave that way, well, for sam tetians ONLY.seriously, i started to wonder whether our male classmates behave that way too when they were at their age, okay, i doubt that but i salute them for surviving through those scary moments. And one more thing, yuan yi and me chose to sit behind, so that I can have the whole table of my own. okay i mean ME, ha ha, you know i am always messy and i need a real large space so that i can scatter my books on the table like nobody's business=) yay, i like it that way. So, quite pity our class teachers for having to shout like mad to cover up those noise, so that everyone esp us can hear them. Pn Jac even tried to call students in front to answer questions, because she knew our voice was that soft that would surely got covered up. It was a good thing for yuan yi and me.ha ha, u know the way she directed questions to you which you had to think on the spot was real pressuring.
Okay, those male students from form 3 i think, were so free that they tried to disturb our class. ARE THEY REALLY THAT INTERESTED IN GIRLS? i dislike that, then go and find your own girlfriend yourself ! They were like never seen a girl before and kept throwing things behind at us, to get attention. Seriously, their naughtiness really reached a level that i couldn't accept. pity yuan yi and me to get all those things rolling to our feet. BOILING. Thank goodness as Alvin helped us to close up the 'gate' behind, and shut them off.
Despite all that, i was quite satisfied with the current situation. Sitting behind was quite nice actually, get the freedom, ha ha can do anything without teacher noticing. So yuan yi and me were living in our own world, quite peaceful and meaningful. ha ha, well, we did pay attention by the way, it was just when u sat at the corner, nothing could distract you, i think CORNER is a real concentrating place=) esp with pei suen and kah sing sitting in front doing non-stop. ha ha, by sitting near them somehow make our distance nearer, felt like i am improving.ha ha, i hope.
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Oh, these days i started waking up early in the morning, real early like 4am =) ha ha, i really love morning, perhaps i enjoy the peacefulness? I am not quite sure but then i love the feeling, if not i surely cant wake up that early without mum calling.Get a shower, do some reading , get myself a cup of coffee, drink a glass of cold sky juice, sometimes fry an egg. ya, the feeling is sooooooo GOOD.
It really lifts me up esp when i can prepare my tupperware to bring to school.Well, my mum prepares that of course, i just simply put that in to my case hahahaha. ( i am not good at cooking , kay?) U know what, i always like the my class esp when everyone shares food around in class, telling each other what they bring to school. So sweet of everyone, And for your information, my class consists of many REAL WOMAN. they like bringing food to school, all types of. ha ha, then when nobody sees it, start party-rocking.everyone tastes bit by bit, even kah sing and pei suen ,which surprise me
I wish i can prepare food for my loved ones, family,friends around and eat together,but then i don't think i can prepare nice food. Going to learn it up after stpm, catering class maybe.ha ha, want to prepare some healthy food, and soup and those good for growing dishes, maybe all in a while, some desserts also. i like to serve people around, i like it when they like things that i prepare sincerely for them, i like to take care of them. i think the way i think reflect how much i want to be taken care of, to be protected. This is what zhan ming said, he said how we treat people actually mirrors how we want us to be treated. i agree with that somehow. But then for me, when you are capable of taking care of yourself, only you can take good care of others. its always like that, okay i think i am treating myself so good, that is why i think i can serve for people around, bringing happiness to each and everyone, because i am contented with what i have now=) ( although when i got all stressed up, i would start complaining many flawssssss in me)
So this week was a fruitful one. i spent every moment with satisfaction. Sometimes, when we dislike something , we can actually change our perspectives towards the thing and everything will be easier for you to go through. Waking up early to get ready and prepare my own food to school actually make me start to anticipate the schooling moment. School should be a depressing one for us ,esp six formers, but then if you create something that can lift you up, then you will be surprise that everything changes to a better all of a sudden. Our mindset is that important=) i wonder can the same principle applied in human-human relationship? when you don't have some certain feeling to somebody, can you create that feeling yourself?
Happy holiday love=) Keep fighting and i pray for everyone to strive for the best result. May the odds be in your favours.
PS : still have incidents yet to scribble. till next post=)
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