so lovely.

Hi, lovelies how was your day? okay, STPM is in 3 days time. awwwww, kind of nervous every time i think of it, but don't know why i am far more better than my other friends ( not-that nervous), i am actually a lot better than previous exam, which it woke me up in the middle of my sleep, a sudden jump often. I hope this is a good sign, even if i might not be well- prepared, i want to tackle those questions in a real relaxing way, so what? 

Anyway, thinking to burn midnight oil in these three days, i want to stay up late now so that i don't have to suffer during the exact exam day. I can always stay up till so late, thanks to his phone call at 2am every night, to keep me accompanied. I am always glad that this relationship comes as a blessing, i often get scared of the consequence that this might be my distraction for not fully focusing in my studies.Surprisingly, it comes in a good way, not deteriorating my current situation. Okay, i admit we both need to tolerate and control a little, pulling each others up giving our best.Teaching each others behave is kind of cute and i like it, it always keep me going on the right track. Most importantly, he starts boosting up my confidence day by day, i hope when Monday comes, i would be at my best.

Watched ' 3 idiots' yesterday which was recommended by Zhi Qing long time ago. She said it was motivating, so i thought it would help me relax a bit and get some new insights from there. OHMYGOD. That movie was so so so so awesome. okay,elaborate a bit . it was actually an indian movie,so i spent quite a hard night focusing at the subtitle below. The story described about how our education system had gone so wrong, we as students took it in a wrong way, it shouldn't be so stressful. The movie was so touching, there were a few scenes which wet my eyes a little, so heart warming one. The main character in there taught people to console our hearts when things went so complicated and when you got so nervous, just put your hands on your heart and tell it ' all is well' , i actually find this useful you know, things will always get better when you don't mess it up with your fear and nervousness.and one more thing , he said we should strive for excellence but not success, when you reach your excellence, success will follow you, it is hard to understand , but when you watch that movie, you will agree with him = ) 

okay, should go back to study. Fighting !