Here's the thing, i am currently practising to stop looking at anything related to him. i am halfway there although my curiosity still playing tricks on me.

OUT OF SIGHT, OUT OF MIND.

Anyway, thanks to Weng Hong today for driving me around town to search for job. Guess he has already done some homeworks before he met me. Mum drove my car out just before i wanted to go out,not managed to stop her. That was why he came to my house to fetch me all the way. Thank you !
Even my ex-boyfriend didn't treat me that good. A token of appreciation, i felt loved and of course flattered. Guess that girls will always like those guys who are considerate enough. He stopped me at every shop for me to walk in interview and he waited inside his car. Kind of hard to find parking. So kind of him right?

Went to pangkor two days before. Oh, such a great day with lots of fun ! accompanied Chai Yan with her Japanese girl there. For me, it was actually a soul- searching trip to find back the peace in me. You know i couldn't sleep well these days, so the trip did actually help me to put him down a little bit. I think we did save a lot of money too, decided to cycle throughout the journey. Lady's luck was on our side, there was no sight of the hot sun in the sky, so basically the weather was so good that we didn't get any sunburn playing at the beach. Spent 60 bucks to play the sea activities, banana boat and two unknown game. OHMYGOD, it was indeed interesting and exciting but a little too much that we suffered from serious muscle pain when we came back. Of of the three game was like three of us lied on the float pulled by the boat on the sea. The collision with the tide was too strong that we had to really hold strongly to the handle on the float. Great, i was relieved that we didn't die there. Chai Yan even made up her mind to let go of the handle if she really couldn't hold it any longer.That means she would be left floating in the middle of the sea ,waiting for rescue. ha ha. Imagine how great was the game. =.= It scared me. BTW, i never regretted for picking up that game. It was still an unforgettable memory.

Waiting for my next coming trip, Gua Tempurung. Hopefully it works, but my whole body is still aching. Can't even wear clothes by myself. ha ha.

i am getting stronger. Hopefully can start working soon. Love always < 3