School! AGAIN!!

haizz..i hate my blog now!!really!!bt i tink im too lazy to change it all over again..
finally cn come blogging again..tomorrow is holiday,AGAIN!!it makes me feel so odd..holiday,holiday n holiday again..although i like it so much..n really noe how to enjoy every moments of it..

these days i really tried out many methods on my skul life..FIGURE IT OUT>>how cn i lead a truly enjoyable n meaningful skul life??frankly,i really hate skul many many times since the skul reopen in january(maybe i can say when i first enter my form 4 life)..i hate my class, my classmates ,my teachers n including me ,myself!bt somehow i tink nobody will sense tat feeling on me as i try not to show tat feeling on my face..my frenz if u really cn c tat,i tink u cn really understand me..n im looking forward to noe who u r..

im so suffer tat time..as i don really feel want to go to skul..BORING!!and maybe so stressful.. bt i tink im wrong>>i dun feel stress in myself..in fact i always make myself feel lik tis..STRESS!!bt act i noe i cn handle stress well bt onli nid to worry 4 a few days n hands on..i feel sosososo bad tat time..bt unfortunately I DIDN'T CRY AT ALL!! i tink my tears has all dried up or oredi duno how to keep the tears rolling..maybe i nid somebody to guide me to do tis ..haha..

HaHAHa..im better now..SEE!!im always lik tat ..i only nid some times to make myself accepting the fact...n feeling frm gud to best..im too dare to say tat i cn start to lov my skul life nw..WAt a fun to force ourselves to listen to wat teachers say in front..n wat a joy to make my notes look so neat n pretty!!huh?crazy things!!

Lastly..

To myself..

hope i cn lov the skul more n more as well as the teachers as the days go..hope i cn always smile 4 myself n looking forward to skul everytimes i open my eyes in the morning..n lastly hope i won make myself so stress although i cn handle it well..