SYSTEMETIC

APpOloGiSe to all my frenz tat care 4 me so much..
SoRry if i didnt actually talk or care 4 u all these days although u all r still care 4 me sososo much..sometimes i find tat u all loves to share everythings of u all wif me bt maybe im nt tat crazy as wat last time i would be..somehow i nid to tell u i really feel quite tired to b crazy.. AGAIN!!tired to hang out wif u all...maybe my skul life quite hectic n i really nid to make use of every second of my time to complete my homeworks n all other stuffs..

Sometimes really hope tat my skul life could onli b sitting on our places ,listening to wat teachers say,making our own notes..without opening our mouth..even no nid to talk to our patner sitting bside me..bt i noe..if tis life really appears in my true days i won wan it 4ever..as frankly i lik to talk n chat so much..maybe i will lik it if im tired..

I hate myself..bt also love myself soso much!!aft i experienced 4 so many times,i find tat i really nid to always plan 4 da activities or all other stuffs so tat my life cn b more systemetic..i cant run my life if i simply do watever i like,following my feelings..all i nis is PLANS!!bt i dun lik it..i wan todo watever things i love,no nid to folow the schedules/plans or timetables~bt if lik tis my lif will b messy..all my tasks n jobs will be..u noe,messy or half-completed..n I HATE THESE!!haizz....

SYSTEMETIC?HUH?NEED NOT?I Got to fiGurE iT Out...