daysss

well,im going to a meeting later and here i am.plan to come blogging with my breakfast first before i off to school.i need to express.

ok,so school~Jpa results are out and u know what most of the guys frm my class got it.woahhhh. i think there will be 5 guys left in my class.everyone is leaving.God,u know what,i keep questioning myself that why are they still coming to school since they have got the precious jpa things.Im dying seeing those jpa scholars still hanging around in school and following the lesson, i admit they make me jealous. I never run away from problems,i thought,because whenever i face one,i always believe that the only way to solve and combat it is face it!but ,i guess the fact that i dont really want to see them around because im escaping from the truth.

anyhow, life is abit interesting since then.at least everyone is not so boring,i guess.we start to mingle around and well,i think i have found my comfortable point.hmmmm.and haha,i tell u,there are alot of different between SAM TET and AMC culture.okay,i list this as' culture'.How should i put this as?hmm,im not sure whether im correct in observing all these,and maybe truth lies behind?but, somehow,they really did impress me~im a very discreet person in observing their small little action and they put me in to thinking alot.First,i do really salute those guys who got jpa but still insist to stay in school to gain KNOWLEDGES.and u know what,i think they concentrate in the lesson BETTER than us=.=and one of the guys still continue going for tuitions.issshhhh,sometimes i dont really understand what are all this for?but i hope im correct in putting all this action as 'they study for knowledges but not exam?fine,i acknowledge that AMC culture is too exam-orientated.i do agree to what yi shen said, haha,in our mindset we thought guys study smart and girls study hard~haha,ya,we have this set in mind because this was what they told us during spm,and when we really step into their school joining them,ok ,they study alot harder than us. mingle around after school,and he told me the genius in my class have studied all f6 syllabus=.=?????GENIUS?i dont evn understand when i read abt those thick books and now he has finished everthing??i dont really believe him,but ohmygod,he starts to distribute his study notesss to his friends...iNTERESTING.haha.PPL think that he is crazy but i like the way he works hard.its touching.and from him,i know i have alot to chase.

so,they make me feel so small in the school.and im glad they make me so.i dont have other choices but to work hard right?and u know what,im scared that my urge and intention to study very hard will fade when time passes.so i think i need the genius's help>,
anyhow,i hope those who do read my blog wouldnt think im mad,haha,put this as im different. Thanks to motivation from everyone.haha,last but not least i think those guys who concern abt their studiesss ssooo much are SeXy~haha.its cute.

off to school.no relationship involved for me.i know i couldnt cope it.soooo,babe no guessing around who should be my next prince=.=haha.

love can be so beautiful=)