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oh my, so i just finished my two important papers.hmm, i dont think i can score seriously ,thats the most saddening part. thought not to burn midnight oil with enough preparation before, but u know what, preparation will never be enough.i feel like studying is a never-ending-process where we study the same thing over-and over again during exam although we have actually run through it several times before.the truth is the facts will never ever get stick to my brain permanently.so sick of this,and i guess many students like me feel the same thing.

Jealousy always gets into me whenever i look at the genius in my class.ishhh, how can he remain so calm and relax when everyone around is spending sleepless nightssss with all those dark circless appear around the eyes.im jealous of his confidence.as always, confidence comes from sufficient preparation, and i thought i have started catching up those syallabus day by day before this?everything is like in no use during exam period,u still feel like u know NOTHING.Once again, i really hate to stay up late at night., but i have no choice i guess.i need the feeling of secure.


so this is basically a form six student's life.its really tough.u know what, i spend triple times more efforts in form six-only simple school exam than in those serious-big exam previously like SPM and yet i couldnt score well. such pathethic.

anyway, im glad i have the chance to go through this real tough situation in form six.it makes me feel like im different form other college students. what i have in my brain is really knowledges.hees.to those form 5 students who are in dilemma whether to choose form six or those private collegessss : im not telling u it is going to be easy, but im telling u it will be worth it.


good thing worths putting efforts in=)

Another sleepless night again=(