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Life is good when holidays start.hmm, i wonder do i need to blog about the cameron trip~.~so i guess what i remember the most is i sort of' break down' in front of my classmatess.hmmmmm, just hope it doesnt affect much of the happiness in them.well, it will always be scars or some damages somewhere,its normal..so i actually take it quite nomal even when i know some complain about me here and there. Such a stubborn person like me always get those unhappy pointings and blaming fingersss.who cares? i dont hate people, as what i have learnt through my secondary life is that everyone has their own mistakes where sometimes we have to accept that.hees~( as long as their mistakes are not so extreme until =.= not a human can accept)

u know what, i have undergone such terrible weekssss until now after cameron trip, everything finally settles down. feel glad that i actualy score quite a good mark in my biology paper,well its the only relieving part, and at least we manage to link our dance during rehersal.hmm, people thought im aiming for the first place or second,but frankly speaking i dont aim for that at all.haha, perhaps my character portrays me as always fighting to be the top scorer or something like that.anyway, what i think is it would be good if we win the 'cash' also, because i think our class is really spending too much,if we got that,it will help us to cover some of the expenses so we dont need to get money from parents again.hahaha, and there comes our next trip.hohohoho.

graduation night is in few days after,so busy with the editing song+ planning dance all those stuffs until i actually havent bought my dress.woooooo~its holiday time now, and i feel like doing some reading,but just like what yuan yi said,too many things happen these few days,until we actually couldnt concentrate on studies.such pathethic T.T reading is such a peaceful activity but what we have undergone these days are too complicated.but i hope things will be good after this.hmmmm, there will always be rainbow after a storm,and i know i start to see part of the rainbow now=)

my class is good again after my breakdown.hahaha,im glad some of them tell me that its better to pour out the feelings than keeping it to myself.pity yuan yi and zhi qing for taking in so many things and unstable emotions with me.and everyone starts to at least put in more efforts in those dancing part.its always so touched to see them working out my plan.and somehow during madagascar practising ,cheng yee and yi wai help me alot.i think yuan yi and me is getting mad because some of them are busy chatting around.and so touched to see jee min finished doing her own script without me pushing behind.i like that and the way she passes it to kah sing for checking is soooo cute.hahahaa.its always good to have kah sing around=)

going to meet my baby this afternoon .feel excited but kind of lazy to go out T.T

PS :why do i feel like sleeping will never be enough me ?hees *.*