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There are times when i start thinking why do i hold on so strongly in the first place.

feel so weak these few days where anything can just break me into tears.

I guess i need somebody to hold on to, in which i thought there are always a bunch of people backing me up,telling me to move on, staying strong and the most importantly controlling my emotions.but now i just realised when i turn back, there is no one.

for the first time, i feel like im all alone.