This week was pretty relaxing with many outings ,hanging out outside instead of library or home. well, spare me this time, give me a chance to pamper myself . i got myself a happy news after so long of waiting, for miracles to happen. and it did occur unexpectedly in the end. thank God. we got our muet results back this week and big congratulation to my lovely class, 11 of us got band 5 , which was actually considered quite a number of us. yay, i got myself that high band also, with tears rolling in the eyes. thought i missed that band when classmates didn't even mention my name when they were talking about that. well, disappointment in the beginning of course but when Pn Ellis told me about that i was really blur. What struck my mind at the moment was miracle did come knocking my door finally. hmm, i shouldn't say its a miracle completely, it took hard works behind all those sweats for sure.but the joy when your hardworks were paid off was just so overwhelming and satisfying. it actually gave me a confirmation that i am now on the right track ,heading to the right destination. Thanks God, really for your pat on my shoulder this time, u know i will persevere till the end. and one more thing, the feeling was very good when all of us got good marks together.yes, the happiness to be celebrated together was so warm. i hope this would happen in the coming stpm too, i have faith in us, we will do well together, of course with the top scorer influencing us. erhem. i always appreciate my class to have many disciplined students who actually make our class such a conducive place to really focus on studies. we are a team, just like a ship in the sea, heading to the ultimate destination. we will succeed , just promise everyone that we will not jump off from the ship until the end. we don't give up.

okay, went to night market with jun hao, nicholous and ser vio. spent quite a good one with a lot of food. hmm, i actually didn't feel comfortable eating at night after detoxifying my body. so i tried to skip my dinner at home first.still haven't found someone who can enjoy eating while walking down the street with me comfortably. i enjoy that ^^

hmm then the next day we went to orchestra cina concert for duty. hmm, i was a nice one, working together. i have forgotten how good it feels like to serve people and to usher people.i actually like that=) with smiley face all the while. everyone did quite a good job, glad that guys were serious in this too. i always love to see them working seriously, well, sometimes they dislike lengthy instructions, they didn't seem like concentrating when orders were given out but when everyone swung into actions, it was good. yes, action instead of empty promises. DO IT! oh, my first time to pin those flowers on VIP's shirt, not a great one, my hands were shaking with teacher urging beside.OHHH, how courageous was i, i thought to try out new things, but ended up it took me quite a long time down the stage. anyway a fresh experience i got.when the concert started, we had actually finished our task except to guard the door. zhan ming was weird, but i know he was trying to become an action type with a good intention, although i thought he overdid that.i don't really know how should i tell him.nevermind anyway. took photos with the two excos of the day, performing orchestra on the stage with us supporting indirectly by controlling the situation down there helping. i love that, we support each other in any activities. a romantic night as conclusion. a sweet one.

i pray for those broken friendship or relationship, i have seen a lot these days, some will heal, some doesn't, some partially and many more types. it hurts of course especially for the one being dumped or ignored. but on the other hands, i always pity those who started the quarrel or fight, believe me i have been there, and it doesn't feel any much better to start a squabble. what i pity them is because of the reason they start to push away people in many ways.the reason is the most painful truth, because of jealousy, comparison, attentions, demands,fading love and many more.when u start a quarrel , what actually happens in you is you are losing your confident, self-esteem. you don't want to forgive, u are haunted by confusion , hurt , anger.. it feels really awful to close your heart in a very small, isolated and closed area, not wanting to let go. you hold on to that and life is miserable. anyway, forgiveness is the most beautiful thing for me. people can be bad, but that is a part of them, yes, sometimes we do not agree to some action people might choose to do, but that doesn't mean that they are a bad guy, that is just a part of them.

its late,off to bed.

When you already won the heart, you need not to win every argument=)